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Dear reader,
This manga was an absolute emotional rollercoaster. I laughed, I
stared at the pages in complete shock, I became furious, and when I
tell you I cried at the end, I truly cried. I was not prepared for
how deeply this story would affect me.
Futoshi Mishima immediately made me want to protect him. Watching
him endure cruelty simply because he did not fit the narrow idea of
how a boy was expected to look or behave was heartbreaking. The
friendship that develops between Mishima and Makoto Kirino gave the
story moments of freedom, humor, and tenderness amid an environment
that constantly tried to make them ashamed of themselves.
Tarล Yumeno was another complicated character. His behavior toward
Mishima was cruel and frustrating, but the story gradually revealed
how fear, repression, and confusion shaped his actions. That
complexity did not excuse the harm he caused, but it made him feel
painfully human.
Yanagida, however, made me furious. As a teacher, he should have been
someone Mishima could trust. Instead, his actions added another
layer of fear and pain to a child who was already suffering. His own
repression may explain how twisted he became, but it never excuses
the way he abused his position or the harm he caused.
What stayed with me most was the story’s balance of humor and
heartbreak. One moment had me laughing at the characters’ dramatic
reactions, and the next left me devastated by the loneliness and
danger they faced. The ending was emotional, bittersweet, and
ultimately unforgettable.
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Why It Worked
The characters were messy, vulnerable, funny, and painfully
believable. The story never reduced their identities to one simple
experience. Instead, it explored the different ways people respond
to fear, shame, family pressure, isolation, and the desire to live
honestly.
Favorite Part
I loved the moments when Mishima and Kirino could relax together
and express the parts of themselves they normally had to hide.
Their rooftop conversations brought warmth and humor to an
otherwise heavy story.
Content Note:
Homophobia, transphobia, bullying, violence, sexual harassment,
attempted sexual assault of a minor, repression, family conflict,
and mentions of suicide.
Addressed To
Readers of emotional LGBTQ+ coming-of-age stories
Fans of complex and deeply flawed characters
Readers comfortable with difficult and mature subject matter
Quick Guide
Main Characters
Futoshi Mishima, Makoto Kirino, Tarล Yumeno, and Yanagida
Central Dynamic
Two bullied and closeted boys discover that they share more in
common than either of them expected.
Romance Style
Emotional, complicated, identity-driven, and secondary to the
larger coming-of-age journey.
Main Conflict
The characters struggle against homophobia, repression, social
expectations, family pressure, and their own fear of being seen.
Best For
Readers who enjoy bittersweet queer stories, difficult themes,
dark humor, and character-focused drama.
Only Complaint
Some tonal shifts from outrageous comedy to extremely serious
subject matter can feel abrupt, although they also make the
emotional moments hit harder.
Digital ISBN
9781647295677
Print ISBN
9781647295585
โ๏ธ Blush & Pixels Passport
Destination:
A suffocating rural town where everyone seems to be watching
Vibe:
Funny, raw, painful, tender, and bittersweet
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Worth the Trip? Absolutely
Where to Find It
Digital and print editions release July 21, 2026.
You can also request it through your local bookstore or library.